Lame I know...

Nicole has been waiting a long time for me to post on her site. I know she checks it everyday, but it seems less and less frequent lately that i've been making entries for her at all.  She certainly deserves to have my attention and time, but it feels like we're out of touch a little bit. We could blame it on the enormous  number of hours at work, or the time we spend watching TV or using the internet. But plain and simple, it's our fault. Why is it so easy to let life's issues creep up on us and let them take over?

It's easy to see that we need to fix the problems. But where to start? Work. We'd love to quit our jobs, but it's just not an option. We've been looking for work everywhere with no luck to date. Health. We both know that we want to get into a fitness routine. But when and where can that happen? Between the hours of 6am to 9pm we are pretty much dedicated to work. Both of us so exhausted by days end that we have nothing left to give each other let alone a fitness routine. Food. Well believe it or not food up here in the north is very expensive. Eating the food we should be costs money. So we eat what's cheap and fast.

I've put enormous weight on my shoulders to fix this for the two of us and it's becoming a load to large for me to bear some days. I just want you to have what you deserve. Because I love you so much.